Cave

.ever stood in a cave all alone whilst it crumbled right before you, right around you? with you having no intention what so ever to move because why try, what’s the point in trying because every ounce of your intellect tells you it makes no sense.  The falling stones hurt, they hurt so much…stings – burns but you don’t move you take the hits, YOU stand there watching it not only fall but your very own skin bleed. Gosh it hurts so much but YOU just want to feel some pain, it some how makes YOU feel just a little more human and think how fragile life is, is life what I want? Of course it is! I want to live life, I want happiness not only for me but others around me, my life has taken such a toll on me, so much so it threw me into sickness. Sickness right now is beside the point, the point is I am standing alone in a cave that is crumbling around me, slowly tearing me apart and I mean literally TERAING me apart. I don’t move I just stand there gosh its as if I’m being erased...