shhhh speak not loudly. ...

"Living is giving breath to life itself, everything else; somehow partakes in that breathing, we all understand what it means to "breathe easy" the other making the heart beat rapidly... .truth be told controlling that breathing can make it a little bit easy, easier for those who need it urgently. Life itself is tricky but perspective will always be key, our interactions are based on it soley.."

Truth

Instead of just trying to "fit in" why not look for what the truth is comprised of and be that, lead by example be positive in an already negative world. Look around you, observe the very basic of things that powers the earth, the important things are very simple all you have to do is observe. There's meaning to life, look within be one with the earth most importantly respect the earth for all it has provided for you.

What has happened?

Man was once one with the Earth and I used "E" for a reason because it is the Earth that nourish us, so use "G" for God but also use "E" for Earth. Like I was saying man lived in harmony with the Earth such a deep connection. Something as simple as looking at the moon and understanding the weather patterns.

Now! Look around you, from immoral to destructive. Governments controlling-brain washing-have societies live in constant debt thus enslaving them-trying their hardest to dumb up societies, it truly is an amazing jump from what we once were to now, what we've become.

Its sad and man now approaches every decision with a "left brain" mentality only thinking about his interest not that of those around him. We're now lead to, actually taught to believe some outside force is going to either save us or have us burn to ashes. We hardly even look each other in the eyes, we prefer "texting" "bbming" "whatsapping" on some digital device.

We and I repeat WE are going to be the reason for our downfall.......

To those who ever reads this and think I'm crazy or whatever well that's Kool


Freedom of speech is FREE, I refuse to have government or any governing party tell me what I can and cannot say further more THINK. 

Ms. Whatever

She causes pain, destroys families, walks with no elegance, takes no pride in her appearance, she is very cunning but somehow she survives on what you ask. How does she survive?  She survives on the strength of whoever she targets, her prey, she will drain that target, that prey, both physically and emotionally fool them into thinking all is well and everything will be ok. You see this is what she does, lift you then drops you HARD only to repeat this over and over driving you to the brink of insanity.

There is an old saying “only the strong will survive” and the very same saying holds true when you come face to face with her, when or if she targets you, her eyes may seem beautiful but when you look deep within, when you really look into her eyes all you see is DARKNESS. I have had a very emotional relationship with her, I embraced her, accepted her for what she is and that is still true even though she has dropped me and gosh she has so hard.

She stood above me whilst just laid there helpless crying and begging for help. She stared into my eyes with no facial expression what so ever and asked me “how does it feel?” she told me “you are weak and pathetic” I slapped her she asked “does that make you feel like a man?” She had the nerve to actually tell me she loves me and she will always be my side. Since then she follows me constantly no matter how much hate and cold I throw her way, she follows me, everywhere I go she goes. I honestly do not know her name so I just call her Ms. Whatever and it is quite possible to survive her attacks with strength and maintaining a positive focus.

After all I did, I love you Ms. Whatever.

Windows

What does a window mean to you? We all see windows every day, we open them when it’s hot, we close them when it’s cold. Is a window just a transparent opening on a wall to allow light through or is there more to a window than meets the eye. Someone once told me we missed the window and I began thinking almost immediately about the true meaning behind that. Believe me I know that window that was missed isn’t the same window I see on the wall but there might be some relation.

Maybe windows can take another form.  As we go through life we make decisions based pretty much on open windows, do this or that, right or wrong, left or right. We can’t open an already closed window, or can we? You see this is what I am trying to wrap my mind around, can I undo a wrong decision? With all that’s said, I know many unanswered questions but I am learning that the lives we are living are completely surrounded by windows both closed, opened and even some that are being opened right this minute.

So next time you pass by, open or close a window just take a second maybe two to think about the importance of that window you’re closing or opening. Life is amazingly filled with windows of all shapes and sizes. 

People....

I am a firm believer in that people enter and leave our lives for a reason, some come into our lives to shower us with love, take care of us and whilst doing so strengthen us by fortifying our foundation that is called "self-confidence"

Then there are those that come into our lives to reek havoc, constantly strike at that very same foundation with the ultimate goal of destroying, they manipulate you, use you....weaken you but little do they know they also strengthen you, how? Well by constantly exposing your flaws, showing you those "weak" points in that built already established foundation.

So for those who prey on the weak, I wish you nothing but the best in what ever pathetic existence you call your life and since it is clear you don't have a foundation to call your own hence why you depend on standing, hopping and walking on the foundation of others good luck some day you will run out of foundations and you WILL fall.

Hall of darkness

Woooooosh! A gust of cold, damp air brushes against my face *sigh* it burns. Where am I? Before me is a long, dark corridor lined with doors on both sides and I ask myself “why? what is this? where am I?” Somehow I’m not afraid and believe me I’ve been to strange places with no idea of how I’m going to find my way home but for some strange, crazy and bizarre reason I am not afraid of what lies ahead. So I walk, I just walk, the light I once had against my back slowly dims until I’m in complete darkness *BAM!!* WTF! What was that? Oh! One of the doors just opened…..*BAM!!* it closes, now that’s strange, still I continue to walk.

With heightened senses, I continue to walk *BAM!!* there it goes again, another door opens only this time it’s right beside me and I feel nothing but cold air, so cold in fact it burns my skin to the point where it hurts. I speed up my pace a little….*BAM!!* it shuts, I continue to walk, whilst doing so I think to myself “why me? I just want to be home” I walk…..I continue to walk. With no end in sight, no light to guide me, no one to talk to, I have to keep moving on….to where? I have not a clue but I have to keep going, I must somehow find the strength to keep walking.

I hear something! I think one of the doors is slowly opening, I can hear it creak, there’s light….WOW! I run to it, my gosh it is bright and warm however I cannot see anything yes I know this is strange but hear me out, it is so bright that it’s blinding. As I stand in front of this opened door wondering if I should enter *BAM!!* it shuts……Darkness!